malykrisoftheazuresky:

This world…I feel as if I want to and don’t want to be in it. Yet if I left, then the people I want to be with I  wouldn’t be with. and yet I don’t know how to make them happy. I wish that I could make at least one person happy. and if I could make one person happy, it would be my friend. I wish that somehow, I could make my friend happy.